So i have Good news and bad news. The good news is that the phat pants I ordered are less than two weeks away. The bad news is i how worried I am about school.

after my last semester I got put on the kedge program, sort of an academic probation that the dean personally oversees. This is both good and bad. On the one hand, they tend to be really lenient with kedge students, and try to keep then in school at all costs. On the other hand, they also require meetings with the professor every week. This would be ok, but my meeting went rather interestingly. My professor happens to be a psychologist who specializes in schizophrenia, and after our first meeting, he started asking me these questions about the voices and spoon and I let him know about my condition. Now he wants me to go see a doctor about it and possibly get psychotropics, (medication which helps schizophrenics with their hallucinations) which I am strongly against.

Also, psychologists cost money. I'm on my dads health insurance, and if I used his insurance, he would be bound to know. I haven't told my parents about me possibly being schizo for obvious reasons, and i don't want them to find out. They would probably disown me. I'm nervous as all hell and don't know what to do.

My classes are all right, but after talking to one of my best friends, I found out that my university has a habit of kicking out students with any kind of mental health issues, even little ones such as add or depression. I just feel like anything I do, this semester is going to end terribly. If I get kicked out, im going to have to work full time, and i don't know how i going to afford anything. Ill have no place to live, and no transportation. My only chance is to stay in school, and i think i fudgeed that up anyway.

What do?

Well considering the fact that a psychologist may help you greatly, I say fuck your parents and go to one. Even if they found out, schizophrenia is serious. As far as being kicked out for it, I can't say much. Frankly I think it's a load of shit.

(28/08/2010 07:01 PM)Joom Wrote:  Well considering the fact that a psychologist may help you greatly, I say fuck your parents and go to one. Even if they found out, schizophrenia is serious. As far as being kicked out for it, I can't say much. Frankly I think it's a load of shit.

No, they kicked out Eisen even...

I'm still going to therapy and it's helped me quite a lot and you should too.

(28/08/2010 07:03 PM)trademark91 Wrote:  

(28/08/2010 07:01 PM)Joom Wrote:  Well considering the fact that a psychologist may help you greatly, I say fuck your parents and go to one. Even if they found out, schizophrenia is serious. As far as being kicked out for it, I can't say much. Frankly I think it's a load of shit.

No, they kicked out Eisen even...

Well shit. :|