Ok....
i stopped meeting, calling & texting her for 5 years now (due to the unavoidable fact that she needs to move to a City where her University is located) the distance well probably 6hrs+ from our hometown.
Then time pass on, days turns to weeks, weeks turns to months, months turns to years, then suddenly it hit on me that i need to stop this silly relationship of ours (Silently didn't bother calling her). But one day i met her "best-friend" while resting in the park then she suddenly ask me why did i stop meeting, calling & texting her friend (the girl who i have relationship with). I couldn't answer her...
She (the best-friend) told me She (the girl who i have relationship with) still waited for me despite the years that have passed
I still didn't gave her(the best-friend) the reason why i stop meeting her(the girl who i have relationship with) I just stood there silently then later on told her (the best-friend) that I'm in a hurry....
why the fudge do i feel guilty & horrible at the same time
EDIT: sorry if my English is bad cause I'm not a native English speaker..