I have only two good friends but even then they don't have always time to visit me.  
Yes i do know my life isn't that bad but idk why i can't enjoy what i have.  
I've seen people with a lot worser than me living fine.  
I wanted to live normally like everyone else.
I'm not independent yet..I rely a bit too much on my mother at the moment.
You could say my parents used to be overprotective as well.