OMG...  I'm so sorry.  :*(

I almost died of this twice when I was a baby.  They found me colored blue and not breathing in my crib.  I was 1 of only 10 babies at the time (in NY) to have a home heart monitor on to try to keep me alive.    

Try to take life one day at a time, and don't blame yourself.

I wish there was something more for me to say, but words can not heal pain like this.
May you find peace in your heart, and if you need to talk, wee are all here for you at EP..

(This post was last modified: 14/07/2011 11:04 AM by Mr. Shizzy.)