Well, because i have a nice long reading break and i have the time to write this post, when i should be doing other important things.

First off, i just noticed it was valentines day today; but for some obvious reasons i didn't really care much for it. Had run-ins with women already and all turned to be a letdown, I'm not going to say how perfect i am, i know the extent of what i lack in personality; so i don't see much reason in running after women these days since i either lack what they want or they lack what i'd like to see (hint: a good personality).



Continuing on, life goals are tough as always; you would THINK i would be doing very well in school with the amount of time i spend to communicating with others (which is little), i tend to use my time in a rather wasteful way. As such, when test or lab times are around i usually just tend to screw up when i do them. Infuriatingly, i also have friends telling me what I'm doing is wrong all the time and that it's my fault; alright, i can understand making a mistake but sometimes someone doesn't know exactly everything.

SO, I'm not doing that well in university, also i just feel like everything I'm doing right now is a joke; like if i followed everything i did right now it wouldn't really help me with what i really want to get out of life. A friend told me i need to get more involved, but community work is where i fail at; i can never study or do anything when I'm with others so it's been driving me nuts at the conundrum that has sprung up here.

There's definitely something wrong with the way i pursue and use my knowledge, it seems a glaring and imposing thing, but alas, i cannot find it.

What talent do i possess? What knowledge do i have? Well, if I'm sure about one thing, is that when I'm focused, i can stay focused.

But what should i do and where do i turn my attention to? That's the question.

(This post was last modified: 14/02/2011 11:22 PM by Tetris999.)