there's a part of my mind that wants video games, but there's also a part that i want to quit them. I'm quite uncontrollable with my spending spree, it's like an addiction, as i have said before.  i know that i should not just spend and spend, but when i see something, i just buy it. i feel like I'm on self-destruction. so better quit them, before i regain my interest on them.

and so i thought, i am creating my own heaven, but i might end up creating my own hell.

i will try to focus on my gunpla hobby.
i will be painting my gundam model kits (gunpla), gonna try airbrushing them, need to buy an air compressor (quite pricey). i used to paint them using some paint brushes, but comparing the results with those airbrushed ones, the latter are much better.

something like these:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfeKOd8lsmw