I've been so messed up because my fudgeing university for such a long time now.up until know I really didn't want to study but now that I've decided that I have no choice and l want to study l seem to find myself addicted to so many thing that I really can't focus and study any more so I've decided to mortify myself, I HAVEN'T BEEN LISTENING TO MUSIC FOR 2 DAY'S NOW (felling totally spoon) because I have gotten so addicted to music I have to listen to music for at least half an hour every 1 hour next I'm going to start some sport's my bellies starting to get really big and since l'm not so tall l'll look really funny if l get fat and my body's gotten really weak and then come's the hardest part which I think is impossible MORTIFYING MYSELF FROM THE COMPUTER AND THE INTERNET (OH GOD I'D RATHER DIE )