Endless Paradigm

I've been so messed up because my fudgeing university for such a long time now.up until know I really didn't want to study but now that I've decided that I have no choice and l want to study l seem to find myself addicted to so many thing that I really can't focus and study any more so I've decided to mortify myself, I HAVEN'T BEEN LISTENING TO MUSIC FOR 2 DAY'S NOW (felling totally spoon) because I have gotten so addicted to music I have to listen to music for at least half an hour every 1 hour next I'm going to start some sport's my bellies starting to get really big and since l'm not so tall l'll look really funny if l get fat and my body's gotten really weak and then come's the hardest part which I think is impossible MORTIFYING MYSELF FROM THE COMPUTER AND THE INTERNET (OH GOD I'D RATHER DIE )

bloodangel619 Wrote: [ -> ]I've been so messed up because my fudgeing university for such a long time now.up until know I really didn't want to study but now that I've decided that I have no choice and l want to study l seem to find myself addicted to so many thing that I really can't focus and study any more so I've decided to mortify myself, I HAVEN'T BEEN LISTENING TO MUSIC FOR 2 DAY'S NOW (felling totally spoon) because I have gotten so addicted to music I have to listen to music for at least half an hour every 1 hour next I'm going to start some sport's my bellies starting to get really big and since l'm not so tall l'll look really funny if l get fat and my body's gotten really weak and then come's the hardest part which I think is impossible MORTIFYING MYSELF FROM THE COMPUTER AND THE INTERNET (OH GOD I'D RATHER DIE )

good luck with it dude....come to think of it i should get studying for my A-levels..... time to start multitasking by studying and playing cod.....

i should be studing rite now but im also ditracted and boered
since im bored im gona fake lol here 4 fun
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Good Luck dude!

Hmm... I hope you'll be able to buckle down and study.

Also, giving up the Internet will definitely be a hard one.

Well good luck :D

Thanks every one 3 DAY NOW NO, MUSIC !! l think the only thing that could take me away from the internet is MY COMPUTER BLOWING UP

FUCK UNIVERSITY FUCK EVERY THING THESE THOUGHT'S IN MY MIND ARE DRIVING ME CRAZY "WHY AM I STUCK IN THIS FUCKING COUNTRY WITH ALL THESE FUCKING PEOPLE FUCK EVERY THING" NO MORE MORTIFYING I'M GONNA LISTEN TO MUSIC TILL I DIE LISTENING TO AESTHETICS'S OF HATE THIS SONG FREE'S MY DIEING SOUL AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE THIS LIFE IT'S ALL MY STUPID PARENT'S FAULT!!

there there

dude i feel your pain i just enroled in collage to my best advice it to just do it but make sure you know what teaches are asking from you step by step cause they will spoon on you if they think you are just pising random ideas at them

im a total hypacrate yess but im a bit at peace knowing if i fail on something im coverd financially

drop the internet it won't go anyware it will stay were it is and when you feell bored and tierd then enjoy your stay in the void but limit yourself to 10min! tops

hmm that's a bit to long of a speech for me so....




botom line
drink soda, eat candy and use the high on work and stop fellin sad