I rememberd two things obout when i was little...

First of is, I wanted to be a girl.  (haha who doesn't?!, you can masturbate in public without even touching yourself how wonderful!  no seriously)

I didn't think I thought that but I guess I did somewhere within me... (mental abuse)
mostly because I felt like I wasn't be treated as nice as my sister... and all in all, I wasn't...
So I thought that if I was a girl then maybe I would be treated equally... but I was a boy so.. I just sulked in my bed.

I've got a very homophobic mother so I'm glad I didn't say "I want to be a girl" when I was little...  or else who knows how she'd treat me...

also yeah one eye was cool to me also... but my mom is really bitchy about how my hair looks...  she says I can't look homeless...
I said... "as long as I don't smell homeless I think it awwright, also how is it that I look homeless?! jeez..."
anyways... I managed to grow my bangs out pretty long without her noticing, by pushing them off to the right... or maybe it was the left...  well i switch it every now and then...

uhmm yeah... I think that's it.  Nothing much as I didn't really have the time to "dream" because of you know who...