since i was a kid, i hated my father, till now (lol i sound like the Joker)
he is the perfect example of a worst person/father, drinking, lots of women, gambling, fooling people that they distrust him, etc. (all negative traits of a human). he still alive, i can contact him if ever i want, but he is long dead in my life.

my only dream/goal in life is to be everything he is not. to be his total opposite, to be never like him and I'll be happy for the rest of my life.