What happened to you all's childhood's dreams?
i wasn't a dreamer. I'm not right now either. but i do have a few dreams that i wanted to come true.

- ever since i was 8, I've always wanted a long fringe that cover one of my eyes. (an eye patch is too much to ask i suppose), i don't know, one eye was always cool in my book. > this one is easy. had it before, but parent forced me to cut it off. growing it back right now though. i was sooo happy when i realized i could do that.

- around that time, i also wanted wings, be able to shoot beams outta my fingers. this gave me a few habits: staring at the sky randomly, as if i try to find something, i don't know, anything; and make a gun outta my hand and BAM BAM BAM. the 2nd habit became even more addictive after i played Persona 3 FES.

- then when i finished primary school, i wanted more friends. now, don't laugh at me. my parents was the overprotective kind. I'm not allowed to go outside after school, hanging out with friends is a hassle, and hardly have anything to invite friends over, the only thing wee had at that time for my entertainment was the TV with cartoon network. > well, i suppose i do have friends now, but then i just left NZ and left behind 5 years worth of friends. damn, i gonna miss em.

i probably had some more back then, like a power ranger's zoids model collection, a stamps collection i wanted to build up (stopped collecting after 5 stamps. lol), and alot more childish dreams as i supposed to, but they never was something i really want. hence i don't remember em.

when i became a gamer, then a meatstick who watches anime, read manga like all the other cool kids ( or nerd, depends on how you word it) they heavily influenced me.
like how i want to be a hero, any kind of hero (which is hopefully my family's if i ever gonna have one). also want this and also want that. most of em are very childish and fantasy-ish, like a pair of wings, some kind of supernatural power.

well, recently i thought i should put an end to those dreams. but i decided not to. i'd rather have em on hold (like till forever) and set some realistic dreams up for myself.

so right now i have like nothing at all.
has the busy life made people forgot about dreams? forgot about all the things you really wanted to do?

i don't know the answer, but someday, I'll have some kind of dream i can and will achieve.


so, those are mine. how 'bout yours?