Lately I've had like 0 inspiration for signatures, and I've been really bitchy, like everything bothers me. I decided its better to stay away from peoples for a while because i get real fucked up when im bitchy, so i don't want to lose anything right now.

I feel like shit everyday and i thought it wasn't enough sleep so i started sleeping almost twice as mych, but i just feel worse. Right now i really don't care about anything, today i was about to punch my dad because he was mocking me :dotdodot:  I did something im not proud of, but i stopped and i still feel like shit, i feel like no matter hat i do it doesn't make a difference, like i can't be satisfied.

I need to do something about it because things are just getting worse, but i don't know why im like this, i mean everything is pretty much the same, i guess maybe im just tired of this life, i want to fucking grow up. i want some fucking freedom, i just need to change. Ive been ok until like three days ago, i just woke up thinking what the fuck is the point of getting up??? All i do is stay at home, watch tv, get on the computer, work out until i pass out, and repeat. I also noticed that now i prefer my emoish songs over the hiphop ones, although ive always liked both.

I think i broke my hand because i was trying to punch this guy, but he moved so i punched the wall and like busted my knuckles, now i can't open the hand, have to type with my left hand. Im gonna go for him as soon as i can open my stupid hand. fudge youck

If you don't want to read all that, I feel like spoon.

Just ranting, nothing important.