Get well bro.

Lol I'm fine bro I'm at the hospital just waiting to get out.
The nurse said I could leave during lunch hour. Its 6:30am over here and all I have been doing is watching black rock shooter for the first time. I was about to watch naruto but I'm scared ill become a fan boy and look nerdy.

When I had the seizure all I remember was feeling electrocuted, really stiff and fainting at the same time I tried screaming but nothing came out. Then it felt like I was going through a tunnel made up of all the colors of the rainbow. I looked at its dark center and images from my life in random order started flying past me in seconds. The weird thing was when i looked at each of them it felt like my understanding of that event was instantaneous. Then I got scared because I felt the tunnel was alive and it was trying to eat me. I remember screaming "stop it" but my sister gust heard screaming and grunting.

I wish I saw stuff from my future in that tunnel but it was only stuff I have already seen.

Lol my friends already want me to party today starting around 7pm. I might turn them down if I don't feel stable. (My head hurts a little)

I might not go though.

^ what sensei said

To be honest I don't want to but they are my only 2 friends I can hang out with in real life.
Hopefully ill feel better once I take a looking nap in my own bed.
I know they are bringing drunk girls, that's my main motivator

*feels hate coming from void : "double you tee eff your stupid if you drink after what happened"
*my head : lol don't worry bro "beer = fun"

Please stop worrying guys ill feel guilty if I go
i already feel like a jerk for taking your posts lightly about it.

I'm so confused....
I hope sleeping will clear my mind.

Don't drink, might seriously hurt you, man.
Just get some rest for a couple of days.

shit dude..,. hope you get well soon