pretty crazy, but a revelation at the same time.

I'm working hard with development work for my degree as well, so it's been a lot for me to take everything in with work and this at the same time. I bought "Dad's Guide to Pregnancy for Dummies" to help me along and it's pretty good.

Our first scan is tomorrow, I think that will be when it hits me the hardest. Overall, I just can't wait to be a dad. Unlike many people I have an incredibly positive opinion of fatherhood because my dad's awesome. It's going to change my life, but I think I'm ready for it. I only want to do this with one person, and she's who I'm becoming a family with, so my dream's coming true.

I want to be a provider, and I'm working hard.

And if you're curious, if it's a boy, Rhys. If it's a girl, Maia.