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RE: I'm procrastinating list.

(18/04/2011 03:16 AM)Sparker Wrote: Who likes to leave everything until the last minute? Normally I don't but this case of procrastination is different.

Oh damn I don't like to do this but I always end Up like this I always end up doing everything at the last moment. Dotdotdot

I could swear 2 term's ago I nearly ended up reading 400 pages of the fudgeing most hardest subject in my university in one night and one morning my mind was blowing up. Burning

That day I swore to myself to never leave thing for the last minute and to never ever get up early in the morning to study when I stay up late at night cause its fudgeing terrible, but I couldn't. Dotdotdot

Right now I have to study for an exam that I have the day after tomorrow and I can't study a word the reason is because I fell in a stupid love over the internet with a girl in my country that actually likes anime's and metal
music creepy computer games and so on, something that was kinda unbelievable for me cause even boys here would laugh at you if you talked about anime's and stuff like that.
but she's been driving me crazy. I've chatted with her for about 2 months now on IMVU (I should have listened to you guys and stayed away from this fudgeing program I know Emptyone

) and then on yahoo and even got her phone (though I only msged her and I haven't even spoke to her only seen her picture) but then suddenly a while ago she just came and said my mum won't let me speak to you and lets just be normal friends then she came and said my old boyfriend has come back then she found a new guy on IMVU and now she comes and says I only thought of you as a great friend.
I wanted to leave her but then I just decided to stay as a friend to her and again she left me last night and said I don't want to talk to you any more (she's kinda right cause though shes in my country she's in a city that is 2000km from mine ) but I keep holding on to her and everyone tells me I should let go but I just don't know why I can't. (Oh god I never thought I was such a fudgeing idiot)

It's been a few days that I've been walking around the house for all day and even crying I feel like a total looser that's what all my friends tell me too and I know you would too.
I don't know what to do any more and I don't know why I wrote this here, I've gone crazy again I wish I could put her out of my mind and start studying Facepalm

could anyone give me any advise Whyowhy

Oh god I never that such a stupid love could be so terrible and drive you nuts Facepalm

I still remember the world from the eyes of a child, Slowly those feelings where clouded by what I know now, Where has my heart gone? An uneven trade for the real world...