(09/08/2010 04:29 PM)Shady Wrote:  i read it all.

Where's the girl now?
Dude im not to positive she ever said those mean things about you, and would explain why her ex despised you. Because she was always praising you around him.

I'm glad your doing better and have a decent paying job.
So what are your plans from here on?
Are you doing things for yourself now?

My plans are to continue with my university, find a better job and work towards my goal; of finding a family and doing the best i can to help people around me. (corny i know, but this is what i really want to do)

Am i doing things for myself now? I don't think i life of spite and hatred is really going to help me live my life to it's best or help me perform to my fullest, so what i have done is forgiven and let bygones be bygones for people. Now i never think about how i can make my life better, rather, about the family, or people i might be able to help in the future. I'm not looking for personal fame or such, the reason why i want to be a doctor isn't for the money; heck plumbers make a good pay over here. I want to choose a lifestyle where i interact and help people on a personal level and on a daily basis. I hope someday, i will be able to help someone get their life around and for the better.

This all may be high dreams and expectations, but they are something I'm aiming for; who knows if I'll still follow it or achieve it in the future. >_<

Also, thank you for your comment, but the guy told me personally how it pisses him off at how I'm nice to EVERYONE (lol, i was even nice to him; which is why he told me this) and not a single person was going after to me to wring my neck (he made a few people pissed off and not like him; or that he didn't like certain people). That's why he feels like he needs to beat me in everything, which is may be a good motivator but it is a pointless endeavor in the end imo.

The girl ended our friendship (or whatever was left of it) like 3 months ago over an argument how i would tell her what i think truthfully like a good friend and hold nothing back from her. She told me that she would rather have me lie and just make everything seem "good" for her. I told her that if this is a problem she has with me, then i don't believe wee have a friendship; because with MY friends, i will tell them every single thing of what i think, because i want them to know me for WHO I AM. That was the last time i ever talked to her; much less seen her.

(This post was last modified: 09/08/2010 05:07 PM by Tetris999.)