I don't know what I am but I can be very tired, I'm like you in the fact that I rarely communicate with my family, even less now I'm living with my stepmum. But I use my music to help me get through things, just lay there listening to it when I'm worked up and maybe....steel a nap. But yeh as hellgiver said, keep those you trust and love close. And wee are here too :3 Come to think of it...i don't really talk unless I'm talked to O.O