DarkCloudAbove Wrote:my physical pain never leaves me. But when I'm with her i forget about the pain. As for the emotional side, none of that matters when she's around. All that matters at that moment is her and making her as happy as she makes me. But when she's gone the happiness leaves with her.

It sounds like she means an awful lot to you.. and like said, to be able to be with her should be your greatest priority and you should do whatever you need to to achieve that - and be with her as much as you can.

I think it'll show her how much she means to you.