"And here I am at my kotatsu., no lights on and its an array of white, grey, charcoal clouds that seem to be more excited about every second than I am, you know it seemed somewhat depressing to see the weather enjoying life more than myself so I thought the logical thing to do was to get away from it, so, shutting it out makes sense."

"Why is it so stuffy in here... well, I guess theres no view today,. the curtains closed give me permission to take my vest off"

And so she did, she pulled the moist white vest away from her clear skin in great relief, throwing it to one side and falling back to the floor in a wave of thought, pinching the ceiling with a stare.

She knew she was thinking. She was thinking how she teased him and how tickled she felt with his reactions over those days.

Helplessly giggling as her cheeks blushed a cute pink, she rolled over, took a nearby pillow into her arms and squeezed as hard as she could.

"I have to go to him"

She thought this every day and night but she knew deep in her heart she was waiting for him to come for her so she knew his feelings were as genuine as hers.

"What am I thinking... what am I thinking!?"

Frustrated, she pushed away the pillow and went to her fridge... it wasn't far.. she only has a small place.

She opened the door as a wave of cool air swept her body as she leant in to see what she bought last night...

She stared at the red box of Pocky for a while, looked away to find herself staring at eggs, quickly sighing while she gave in to the box of Pocky, as tempting as ever.

She found herself on the floor again, with the pocky wondering around her soft lips, upper lip, bottom lip, left, right; until she let it in her mouth and let herself taste that same cheap chocolate she's always loved with a grin on her face as she closed her eyes knowing that she will have to see him soon. She can't help it. She really can't resist the tempting things in life.