No matter how much I hate seriousness of life, I note that when things do get serious, I tend to react accordingly. That is, I react in a way that will solve the issue. Not get rid of it.

Since I've started recovering from my near death accident, the only thing that seems to matter to me is getting my ambitions reached earlier than anyother thing. Weird as it is, I am not into people and the only passions I have are games and bikes. It almost seems pathetic, but it seems that unconsciously, I have decided that I must game and bike more than a life's worth.....

As strange as it sounds, girls (sex)/ relationships are not important to me. Near death experience really shook me about what I knew about myself....


Strange. But inevitable.