Oh well, every contact I had with girls so far ended in pain for me.. It already started in elementary school. There was a girl I always played with and wee were really good friends until one day she told me she needs to move to the other end of Germany due to her fathers work. Then when I got older there where two girls over time which I liked but for whatever reason they started to dislike me (I didn't even got much involved with them by that time) so it resulted in even more pain fore me. A few years back then I met a girl on the internet. Wee got along pretty nice and even have met personally one time as she doesn't live that far away from me. After a while I confessed to her and she didn't answered anything... I was okay with that since wee were still good friends until I recently just said I still love her in a bit jokey manner. Well then she told me she already has a boyfriend since half a year ago....
Wee are still friends but that hurt DAMN MUCH that I actually set infront of my PC crying. Go figure, girls brought me nothing then pain and suffering.