You made me think of why I even want a girlfriend... I'm 2 days away from being 20 and I never had one, let alone any kind of relationship with females.
The times I tried only ended in pain for me. 99,9% of the girls I know are just ones that want to get drunk and have endless party or want a huge amount of money to buy some stuff. So far I can say I never met a single honest girl.... I was always looking for a pure and honest girl but I guess they don't exist in reality, capitalism has corrupted everything.

Meh I feel often lonely but I guess loneliness is better then trying to reach something that simply doesn't exist...