Well written.

But I'll never go into a "never-live-much-in-my-life" routine, fudge that, I'd be better off dead.

Change is good. Change allows our brains to function abnormally ~ extra-ordinary particulation allows us to focus on a goal and try to achieve it.

Change, becoming an option less and less viable by the biggest nations of the world. It's peoples being hyper-insulated into the greedy pleasures of life. Believing that there is nothing better to eat your favorite foods and watch TV all day - living a false reality where all pleasures are well and truly the only options they have because of the mindset the person has achieved.

Why?

This is simply because people has given up believing in themselves.

Humanity will grind itself to the bitter edge of existence until ultimately it will fall.

This is a chain and cycle that cannot be avoided - only accepted and embraced.

You must be open-minded, ready for change, survival and true belief for what the future may or may not hold for one person depends on their very belief in themselves.

Change is good ~ it is proof that human kind can choose what they can do ~ so hold onto that possibility for as long as possible knowing that you're better than the rest who haven fallen.

Grieve not for the living nor the dead.

Simple Survival.