where sitting in bed with my eyes closed, is far better than sleeping.

I can sit there and anticipate sleep forever and as long as it doesn't come I will be happy.


because when I sleep I wake up and when I wake I get to go through one more journey in hell to who the hell knows where...

I get to go to school get homework, do said homework till midnight, so I can fall asleep to do it again another day.

I'd rather just sit there.
I wish I could just freeze time and wait for the eternity that will never come