not emo, just trying to be funny. Thanks for the advice beaner26k. That makes a lot of sense. I probably will show her this thread, cause even if she gets pissed at me, it will only show that she doesn't care that i care about her. It just sucks cause she goes to the same school as me. Evrytime i see her in the hallway, even thought she always makes a point to look the other way, I feel like crying. I actually ditched like 3 classes and just cried in my car. Anyways thanks everyone for their advice. Im not gonna tell her in person about this thread, im just gonna email it to her, and say that if, after reading all this, she still wants to be mad at me, then fine. But then I can at least say i tried...