Endless Paradigm

I rememberd two things obout when i was little...

First of is, I wanted to be a girl.  (haha who doesn't?!, you can masturbate in public without even touching yourself how wonderful!  no seriously)

I didn't think I thought that but I guess I did somewhere within me... (mental abuse)
mostly because I felt like I wasn't be treated as nice as my sister... and all in all, I wasn't...
So I thought that if I was a girl then maybe I would be treated equally... but I was a boy so.. I just sulked in my bed.

I've got a very homophobic mother so I'm glad I didn't say "I want to be a girl" when I was little...  or else who knows how she'd treat me...

also yeah one eye was cool to me also... but my mom is really bitchy about how my hair looks...  she says I can't look homeless...
I said... "as long as I don't smell homeless I think it awwright, also how is it that I look homeless?! jeez..."
anyways... I managed to grow my bangs out pretty long without her noticing, by pushing them off to the right... or maybe it was the left...  well i switch it every now and then...

uhmm yeah... I think that's it.  Nothing much as I didn't really have the time to "dream" because of you know who...

When I was young.
My dreams were to beat some challenge in a game. Nothing else really.
My wish (though I was a bit realistic about it at the same time back then) was to gain anime character powers >_>
Later, more relevant to liking anime, I also dreamed I could work for 4kids or funimation so I could watch anime as part of my job (Infact I still sort of want to do that to this day actually)

My dream when I was about 7, was to own my very own laptop.
Something I fulfilled when I got my netbook last year, though I rarely use it.

fantasy dream:
i also dreamed of having a gundam, a death note, a geass and immortality. oh and a giant broad sword!

hecaitomix Wrote:i also dreamed of having immortality.

I've already achieved that.

lol @ asphericc.
sometimes i do want to be a girl,(a girl gamer, anime lover with all of my personality would be a perfect girl in my eye) but when i think about pregnancy and periods.
...
nah...

Heartless141 Wrote:I want to be a girl

aspheric Wrote:I've already achieved that.

I make straight guys lick my face.♥

ZiNgA BuRgA Wrote:My dream when I was about 7, was to own my very own laptop.
Something I fulfilled when I got my netbook last year, though I rarely use it.

you've yet to fill the void in your heart <3

When I was young I wanted to be a snowman.

Senseito7 Wrote:

ZiNgA BuRgA Wrote:My dream when I was about 7, was to own my very own laptop.
Something I fulfilled when I got my netbook last year, though I rarely use it.

you've yet to fill the void in your heart <3

Nicely pointed out :p