Endless Paradigm

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i had a pretty good day today. except... oh yeah. that i get home, and my mom started screaming at me. she says "theres no way your commute is that long" i say, yes there is, double you tee eff, do you think i stop along the way? theres no where to go!" so she starts yelling at me, and is all like "you don't love us" and so i told her: "its you who don't love me. all youve ever done for me, youve only ever done for yourself. your schools, your churches, your trips, your fun. i hated all of those things. you never did anything that i wanted, all of it was your attempt to give me the childhood that you never had" so then my dad comes in. my mom yells at him about how im disrespecting her, and so he loses it. he jumps on me and just starts hitting me. my face still hurts. then they just leave, and tell me that my days are numbered in the house, and that they can kick me out anytime that they want, and good luck paying for college when they pull funding.
they called me a worthless piece of garbage, a waste, and  bad son.

no wonder why i always feel so bad...

Spoiler for tldr:
mean, abusive parents, reason for being sad all the time
trademark91 Wrote:i had a pretty good day today. except... oh yeah. that i get home, and my mom started screaming at me. she says "theres no way your commute is that long" i say, yes there is, double you tee eff, do you think i stop along the way? theres no where to go!" so she starts yelling at me, and is all like "you don't love us" and so i told her: "its you who don't love me. all youve ever done for me, youve only ever done for yourself. your schools, your churches, your trips, your fun. i hated all of those things. you never did anything that i wanted, all of it was your attempt to give me the childhood that you never had" so then my dad comes in. my mom yells at him about how im disrespecting her, and so he loses it. he jumps on me and just starts hitting me. my face still hurts. then they just leave, and tell me that my days are numbered in the house, and that they can kick me out anytime that they want, and good luck paying for college when they pull funding.
they called me a worthless piece of garbage, a waste, and  bad son.

no wonder why i always feel so bad...

Spoiler for tldr:
mean, abusive parents, reason for being sad all the time

Damn man, I'm sorry.If
I hope things get better for you. If I was in that situation I would have bailed.
hmm yeah it really happen also to my friends with their parents that do not usually trust their children, hmm but still they are your parents so there will be the time that they will understand what's really in your feelings right now
yeah, its easy to say something like that when your not in the situation...
i have nowhere to bail to...

EP is the closest thing to a home i have
yeah thankfully i haven't been in that kind of situation, but sometimes, they can't understand why i do this or why do i do that, yeah maybe because of different cultures i guess, and yeah your always welcome to EP my friend
trademark91 Wrote:yeah, its easy to say something like that when your not in the situation...
i have nowhere to bail to...

EP is the closest thing to a home i have

That's fudgeing lame. This place is great and all, but you shouldn't have to live your life away from your real home.
lol, i don't have a real home...

and i don't have many family i accept except for my little brother.
so ep=my family, and home=where my family is, so ep=home
Meh... As you mature more, you'll acquire the skills to handle such things diplomatically...
spoon dood, that sucks.

I've had numerous similar encounters, and they're never any fun.
@ feinicks
like what? fighting back? not likely. i just want to leave, but i don't have anywhere to go...
oh well, at least theyre paying for my school
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