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Senseito7 · 12/01/2010 05:31 AM

I went from doing nothing, getting into Anime to burn my time only to experience what they are feeling in the cinema in my bed...

I read this which is basically about people who are getting depressed after watching Avatar (the film).d

Now I got to look at this from two sides.

On one hand... their fudgeing stupid. You're not only wishing for something that cannot or at least will not exist on our planet.. but none if it is real... as real as it may have seen through your 3D glasses in the cinema.

Look, the film was fantastic. I saw it in the cinema myself (in 2D, though) and it presents something rather spectacular. A whole other world was thought up and created for this film (and apparently two more) and its fantastic.

Cameron waited for the tech to nail it and he did just that... he's managed to make something that will amaze some and so it seems make people have second thoughts about our own reality.. the grey, dull, repetitive reality that wee have to exist in on a day to day basis.

Theres no denying that, folks.. its just how it is and I'm getting used to it myself.

Call me stupid or pathetic but surely you had a second thought as to wondering what the world would be like if you could just exist in it yourself? I did. Many times.

I was sick and tired of this world and it was my family and just the taste of other fake realities that kept me going. Since then I did a course with Open University of which I did decently, carried on with anime, moved to Egypt and now I'm back in Spain, got my first job which later changed from being a Telemarketer to some IT Guy... now my job involves the same technology that brought me to my moments of happiness when I was watching those stories unfold on my PSP in the middle of day with the curtains shut and the door closed.

Slowly but surely I feel like I'm becoming normal.

Just someone else.

Yeah, I don't want to be nobody but that's anybodies fate anyway.

So what I'm accepting is that... well... life isn't all that special. After all. You could experience the greatest moment of your life in your 20s and you'll eventually find yourself withering to death.

You might have had children... and eventually their have children of their own... doing your best to try and make a better place for them to grow up in. Really? Slowly humankind is just registrating this fact of hopelessness as wee realize our world had been given up on a long time ago. Wee are only just realizing it.

Maybe someday I'll read this with a home, wife and children of my own.

And you know what? I don't want to think what would happen.

Even what's coming now. Just on a day to day basis. Slowly, but surely, as I adjust to the mundayne facts of our reality.. destroying all thoughts of the extraordinary.. of even the hope that theres a feeling of true meaning out there.. I'll become more scared, and more afraid of losing what I once experienced.. as little as it was... until I become impaired to experiencing anything like that again. And become a person like everybody else... knowing I was already one anyway.

Chaos Panda · 12/01/2010 06:08 AM

These depressed people are funny

PSPkiller · 12/01/2010 06:09 AM

Well I'm sure you can;t feel worse than I'm feeling right now... Random illness for the loss...

Senseito7 · 12/01/2010 06:25 AM

PSPkiller Wrote:Well I'm sure you can;t feel worse than I'm feeling right now... Random illness for the loss...

I'm sure you do feel worse :P

Chaos Panda Wrote:These depressed people are funny

I didn't write all that in a bad mood. Nor am I really depressed.

I can say I had a laugh with the guy I work with talking about how poo poo WiFi is and I feel happy.

Just genuine thoughts on the topic. Whether you consider them depressive is completely a point of view.

SchmilK · 12/01/2010 10:10 AM

what else is stupid is some donkey hat is pissed off at the movie because of how it portrays the marines...

Quote:Balcer is a decorated Marine veteran of the Vietnam war, and now he's going into battle against the film that may turn out to be the biggest moneymaker of all time. He hates the film's message, and he's not alone.

Balcer says the film makes Marines "look like lunatics." In reality, he said, "Wee are a good, generous country that helps people."

"This is the only time I ever sat in a theater where people were cheering the forest and the blue people, attacking ex-Marines," Roeser said.

http://cbs2chicago.com/local/Avatar.Balc...12100.html

double you tee eff! Its a fudgeing movie!!!!

and besides most men in the marines are lunatics who need strict guidance and wouldn't survive life in the real world

feinicks · 12/01/2010 11:01 AM

lol @ schmilk's post

Chaos Panda · 12/01/2010 11:51 AM

No Senseito I was talking about all the people going suicidal over a movie Hihi

Senseito7 · 12/01/2010 01:39 PM

Chaos Panda Wrote:No Senseito I was talking about all the people going suicidal over a movie

well what applies applies I suppose Hihi

I guess after the CNN article its all a little TL;DR. ah well Sigh

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