Endless Paradigm

i havent on EP or much of anywhere in the last week because of family problems.... my grandma has been sick with cancer for about two years now... she refused chemo treatment cause it makes you sick.. shes also a type 2 diabetic with one amputated leg due to the diabetes.... she stays with my mother who takes care of her....  well today is monday, on thursday last week my mom calls me at work all worried saying she isn't breathing right and that she going to the hospital... i thought nothing of it cause she goes to the hospital once a week anyway... so friday the hospital calls my mom and says she technically died for ten minutes.. she was not breathing for a whole ten minutes! and they managed to revive her..... but because the lack of oxygen she is now im a coma and cannot breathe on her own.... the neurologist says shes will most likely never wake up.....

so tonight they are going to take her off life support and as they put it 'leave it in gods hands'.. im not a relgious person but im not getting into that now... i don't think she will wake up... i apperciate the docs trying to use nice terms about it and trying to console us by says she may wake up and go home but ten minutes with oxygen the brain pretty much means your.. well dead..... so yeah this sucks bad...

so that's where ive been and i will prolly be around time to time for the next week or so untill things settle down.. meaning i don't have time for a bit to do sigs and battles and stuff.. sorry but i just have alot of stuff i have to take care of right now meaning i don't have time for much else between work and all this.... i just won't be able to sit at my pc all night like i usually do... anyway ill be back spamming like i was in no time......

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wow that's bad

Wow, man, that's horrible. My heart goes out to you and your family. :(

oh that's a shame man :(

don't get too down about it..

sorry to hear about ur grandmother mate.. i know what it's like to go through a family tragedy like this.
i lost both my grandmother and great grandmother when i was younger and my brother went through chemo
when he had leukemia.. it was very hard on the family but it's times like this when a family really depends on each other.

Sorry to hear of your news...

That sucks....even more if you two were close

my step brother had leukemia

he's my cousin again but hes cured

squee666 Wrote:my step brother had leukemia

he's my cousin again but hes cured

whaa?

thanks for the support you guys.. im not an emotional person i admit this is bad.. ive never dealt with death before...  i don't even want to eat today... i just want to get wasted and go to sleep to be honest.... and i probably will since that's the only way i know to deal with depression and sadness