09/03/2013, 04:30 PM
Woop!
Well I'm making another post again, no, there isn't much progress to speak of. I think one of the problems in my life is that I never feel like I'm ready for a task because I always feel like I need to learn more to be better. Then wee just enter a cycle of "can I do it?", "of course not, I need to know about X and Y" and I never get anything done.
Programming is one of those things, where I always ask myself "well I really want to do this" but then "oh I need to learn more if I'm going to do it".
Ugh. Anyway, there has been a thing bugging me for quite some time related to all of this and I'll try to put in the most coherent way I can.
How is it that wee are able to "understand" something fabricated from underlying information? Yeah I know, maybe that's not a straightforward thought, but try to follow me here.
One of my daily examples today was the concept of fourier transforms using opencv (if anyone is interested in the link: http://docs.opencv.org/trunk/doc/tutoria...sform.html ). Obviously I looked over the tutorial and my eyes rolled in my head, I've dealt with integrations and what not before, but I have no idea what a complex and imaginary number is. Hence, if I want to understand this topic, I need to understand other topics and come back to this one.
Ok so...uh...double you tee eff are you on about? It's just the way I understand things, like how a computer "works" is flawed to a point where if such abstractions were torn away, the information, my knowledge would be absolutely useless. Yeah I can hook up a computer, I can tell you that you need to have a hard drive, cpu, ram, monitor, keyboard, whatever. I know some linux commands, the vi editor, I can move my way around them and I can even explain how the computer talks to other computers on the network too.
See why I'm bothered? Abstracted knowledge/understanding is just bad, if I really want to have mastery and control over something, you need to understand all layers of whatever makes up that topic/knowledge base. I think that's just a problem that I have today, where do I draw the line where I stop looking to understand and be satisfied with my current understanding, even if it is flawed? (and useless when the constructs that support are torn away).
To sum it up, I'm always ignorant. Where do you draw the line and are satisfied with your current know how? Well, my answer to that is, when spoon hits the fan and I figure out that I don't.
It's just a bad approach, and sometimes misleading information even gets passed around because of it. That's why I always try to dig deeper into what I already know, it's just amazing what you can find and what bullchocolate you can come up with.
Herp derp durr. Maybe I should stop being a try-hard and talk about my life, maybe next time.
P.S. I really love art for this reason, as soon as you draw a picture you can always see what's flawed right away (that's if you're actually a critical person). There's no need for further explorations and ventures into what you already know, so you can find out what you don't. Probably why a part of me still wants to draw stuff.
Well I'm making another post again, no, there isn't much progress to speak of. I think one of the problems in my life is that I never feel like I'm ready for a task because I always feel like I need to learn more to be better. Then wee just enter a cycle of "can I do it?", "of course not, I need to know about X and Y" and I never get anything done.
Programming is one of those things, where I always ask myself "well I really want to do this" but then "oh I need to learn more if I'm going to do it".
Ugh. Anyway, there has been a thing bugging me for quite some time related to all of this and I'll try to put in the most coherent way I can.
How is it that wee are able to "understand" something fabricated from underlying information? Yeah I know, maybe that's not a straightforward thought, but try to follow me here.
One of my daily examples today was the concept of fourier transforms using opencv (if anyone is interested in the link: http://docs.opencv.org/trunk/doc/tutoria...sform.html ). Obviously I looked over the tutorial and my eyes rolled in my head, I've dealt with integrations and what not before, but I have no idea what a complex and imaginary number is. Hence, if I want to understand this topic, I need to understand other topics and come back to this one.
Ok so...uh...double you tee eff are you on about? It's just the way I understand things, like how a computer "works" is flawed to a point where if such abstractions were torn away, the information, my knowledge would be absolutely useless. Yeah I can hook up a computer, I can tell you that you need to have a hard drive, cpu, ram, monitor, keyboard, whatever. I know some linux commands, the vi editor, I can move my way around them and I can even explain how the computer talks to other computers on the network too.
See why I'm bothered? Abstracted knowledge/understanding is just bad, if I really want to have mastery and control over something, you need to understand all layers of whatever makes up that topic/knowledge base. I think that's just a problem that I have today, where do I draw the line where I stop looking to understand and be satisfied with my current understanding, even if it is flawed? (and useless when the constructs that support are torn away).
To sum it up, I'm always ignorant. Where do you draw the line and are satisfied with your current know how? Well, my answer to that is, when spoon hits the fan and I figure out that I don't.
It's just a bad approach, and sometimes misleading information even gets passed around because of it. That's why I always try to dig deeper into what I already know, it's just amazing what you can find and what bullchocolate you can come up with.
Herp derp durr. Maybe I should stop being a try-hard and talk about my life, maybe next time.
P.S. I really love art for this reason, as soon as you draw a picture you can always see what's flawed right away (that's if you're actually a critical person). There's no need for further explorations and ventures into what you already know, so you can find out what you don't. Probably why a part of me still wants to draw stuff.