Endless Paradigm

Hello, guys I'm looking for a yaoi manga I read some time ago. I don't remember the title or the name of mangaka but it was about a host member who was looking for his mom. She abandoned him as a child and left him with a man she was living with at that time. This guy was a yakuza member or boss and he became like a father feature to the kid. But the boy was actually in love with him all this time. They've lost contact for some time but met later at the host club. The yakuza boss had some business there. They started dating but not right away. I also remember that his mother (the host's) was found brutally murdered and the yakuza boss recognized her and he was the one who told the kid bad news. Poor guy was devastated.
This host guy had a beauty mark on his face if I'm not mistaken.

If someone knows the title please let me know. It was really good and I'd like to read it again.

p.s. Sorry for any mistakes English is not my mother tongue.

>:/

This is so awkward...

Eh... search this site?: http://www.tenmanga.com/category/Yaoi.html

I wouldn't know where to look.  I don't read Yaoi...

lol

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Cirhepsa, do you read yaoi?