Endless Paradigm

So, I finally worked up the courage to tell this girl that I've known for two years that I'm madly in love with her. Unfortunately, she lives in another state, so wee can only talk online :/

Anyway... Here's basically what happened:

Quote:Natalie:
*Takes a deep breath* I'm in love with you. I've been in love with you since day one. *Exhales* SORRY D:

7 hours ago
Jennifer:
Aww ily2 Natalie :)

7 hours ago
Natalie:
Um... I don't think you get what I mean ^_^'
Feel free to think I'm creepy :/

7 hours ago
Jennifer:
Haha naw you not creepy ^_^  if anyone that's awkward or creepy it me LOL I'm weird and proud of it

7 hours ago
Natalie:
I'm madly in love with you. I think you are hot D: *Runs*

7 hours ago
Jennifer:
Am not I'm hideous yo

7 hours ago
Natalie:
You are not hideous. I think you are beautiful. It's fine if you don't feel the same way about me. I can handle rejection :P

6 hours ago
Jennifer:
haha nah I'm not mean :p  I would love to hang with you sometime :p

4 hours ago
Natalie:
Thanks ^_^  You'd still want to hang with me, even though I'm sexually attracted to you?

3 hours ago
Natalie:
I don't know if I can make it any more clear that I like you, as in... more than a friend D:

She's bisexual, that's why she's not freaked out by it. But I don't think she understands that I'm in love with her D;

When she replies... I'll let you know.

Anyway... Just thought I'd update my blog, since I haven't in so long :/

I wish you the best. I know that would have taken alot of guts. Hopefully she is on the same page as you.

Why "Goddammit"? You had the courage to say it, be proud ^_^

Grey Ghost Wrote: [ -> ]I wish you the best. I know that would have taken alot of guts. Hopefully she is on the same page as you.

Thanks! But she seems to think I mean it in a friendly way. I hope she's on the same page. The state she lives in isn't that far away from mine, so once I learn how to drive and get my license, I can go visit her ^_^

SunnyAutumn Wrote: [ -> ]Why "Goddammit"? You had the courage to say it, be proud ^_^

I say that because she doesn't get it D:

I feel your pain I'm looking for a special person too.
I think that she likes you but she wants to get to know you on a deeper level because she is unsure of what this relationship would mean to her later on.

300nukez Wrote: [ -> ]I feel your pain I'm looking for a special person too.
I feel that she likes you but she wants to get to know you on a deeper level because she is unsure of what this relationship would mean to her later on.

I know she likes me as a friend, wee have known each other for 2 years. If she wants to get to know me better, she can always send me a message D;

I agree that she is unsure about a relationship. She thinks she's fat and ugly and no one will ever love her. I think she's NUTS!! But I don't care~ I love her!

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Omg... you are soo lucky... >_>
I choked on some of my beer
I hope she likes you back! DX

300nukez Wrote: [ -> ]Omg... you are soo lucky... >_>
I choked on some of my beer
I hope she likes you back! DX

I hope she likes me too ^_^

I don't know what she sees when she looks in the mirror, but I don't see it :O

You can do it natalie!

Wee are supporting you!

St0rMaGe Wrote: [ -> ]You can do it natalie!

Wee are supporting you!

Thank you :D

Here's what I mean when I say she thinks no one will love her:

Spoiler for Natalie went from being "in a relationship" to "single":

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