Endless Paradigm

Hey guys

REPHRASED!! LOL

Last Friday Sept. 17, 2010. Before the classes start my CRUSH said to me that SHE will be giving something to me. So I waited until she gave me a letter. When now I got home a got a strange feeling. After a few hours I got the guts to read it. After I read the letter now I wrote now a letter for her.


The next day of it is Monday Sept. 20, 2010, before starting class she asked me something that who is it (my crush)?? I said "Later, let's talk about it privately between you and me." But I didn't have a chance to talk with her during free time in our class. So our dismissal is very early and wee will go to the mall and went to the Event Center. So when wee are in the mall I got now a perfect chance to talk to her 1 on 1, but then a problem occured. Her brother and my classmates came AND I WAS FKING PISSED!!!! So they went to another place but when luckly I got the chance to talk. I talked with her but only a few seconds. So I talked to her 1 on 1 and said some like "I really like you when wee was in 2nd year HS but I really FORCED MYSELF not to REMEMBER HER (as in nothing happened) but still I gave her my letter. So after that wee went home.


The next day Tuesday Sept. 21, 2010, after our Geometry class she talked to me and gave another letter. Her comment was like "Thank you and Why Me!!?? hehe". I immediately replied her like without a reason. So after classes I went home. And when it was time for me to sleep, I can't stop thinking her so I thought that I can send her a voice message.


So the next day and UNTIL TODAY!! I WAS VERY LOOOOOOONELY!!!!! I just want TO SEND ANOTHER LETTER TO HER BUT I like to talk to her but I can't also I can't send a letter due to I can't think straight.


So guys those who have lovers there I need help!!!

WHAT SHOULD I SAY?? WHAT SHOULD I DO?? I REALLY NEED HELP!!!

300 is that you?

don't think so, at least the story doesn't match with what wee know about 300
... i think....

but sorry dood, can't understand it at all =|

Doubt it.^^^

and uh..yeah...I uh didn't quite understand what was going on =|

This is what confuses me>>>

asurabp Wrote: [ -> ]So the next day and UNTIL TODAY!! I WAS VERY LOOOOOOONELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was very VERY !!! quiet and something like nothing happened...I just want TO SEND ANOTHER LETTER TO HER BUT I ONLY THINK TO MYSELF THAT "Sorry ****(her name) But I want to leave you, not to remember you."

Why don't you want to be with her?

Off the post :
Your English is even worst than me!

Back to the post:
Well just do it. send her a letter and tell her why you love her. If she didn't love you too she wouldn't have sent you a letter again. So I don't think she would get mad at you even if you say something wrong.

Off the post again:
I don't think 300 would be thinking of making another account at least not for the while!

I would love to help but I don't get it at all....

woot....let me fix my post...seems that copy paste makes everything more poo poo

It makes more sense now. You sound nervous but you've already got over the hurdle of telling her how you feel. You should relax a little and just talk with her more until eventually you feel confident enough to ask her out. There's no rush.. I can see why you may be feeling lonely but you can only do so much.. and if things work out you'll probably end up spending more time with her!

bloodangel619 Wrote: [ -> ]Back to the post:
Well just do it. send her a letter and tell her why you love her. If she didn't love you too she wouldn't have sent you a letter again. So I don't think she would get mad at you even if you say something wrong.

She is a nice girl, very kind but giving her a letter makes my day now WORSE than before. Also she said to me that "If you have some problems don't hesitate to tell me." But my problem is her...Should I talk to her face to face??

She was very happy when I sent the 1st letter because I was the first guy that gave a letter to her and I'm proud of it.

bloodangel619 Wrote: [ -> ]Off the post :
Your English is even worst than me!

I can't think good but I'm good at english

bloodangel619 Wrote: [ -> ]Off the post again:
I don't think 300 would be thinking of making another account at least not for the while!

Who is this "300"?? Dunno about him/her








Also FIXED MY POST.....