12/01/2010, 05:31 AM
I went from doing nothing, getting into Anime to burn my time only to experience what they are feeling in the cinema in my bed...
I read this which is basically about people who are getting depressed after watching Avatar (the film).d
Now I got to look at this from two sides.
On one hand... their fudgeing stupid. You're not only wishing for something that cannot or at least will not exist on our planet.. but none if it is real... as real as it may have seen through your 3D glasses in the cinema.
Look, the film was fantastic. I saw it in the cinema myself (in 2D, though) and it presents something rather spectacular. A whole other world was thought up and created for this film (and apparently two more) and its fantastic.
Cameron waited for the tech to nail it and he did just that... he's managed to make something that will amaze some and so it seems make people have second thoughts about our own reality.. the grey, dull, repetitive reality that wee have to exist in on a day to day basis.
Theres no denying that, folks.. its just how it is and I'm getting used to it myself.
Call me stupid or pathetic but surely you had a second thought as to wondering what the world would be like if you could just exist in it yourself? I did. Many times.
I was sick and tired of this world and it was my family and just the taste of other fake realities that kept me going. Since then I did a course with Open University of which I did decently, carried on with anime, moved to Egypt and now I'm back in Spain, got my first job which later changed from being a Telemarketer to some IT Guy... now my job involves the same technology that brought me to my moments of happiness when I was watching those stories unfold on my PSP in the middle of day with the curtains shut and the door closed.
Slowly but surely I feel like I'm becoming normal.
Just someone else.
Yeah, I don't want to be nobody but that's anybodies fate anyway.
So what I'm accepting is that... well... life isn't all that special. After all. You could experience the greatest moment of your life in your 20s and you'll eventually find yourself withering to death.
You might have had children... and eventually their have children of their own... doing your best to try and make a better place for them to grow up in. Really? Slowly humankind is just registrating this fact of hopelessness as wee realize our world had been given up on a long time ago. Wee are only just realizing it.
Maybe someday I'll read this with a home, wife and children of my own.
And you know what? I don't want to think what would happen.
Even what's coming now. Just on a day to day basis. Slowly, but surely, as I adjust to the mundayne facts of our reality.. destroying all thoughts of the extraordinary.. of even the hope that theres a feeling of true meaning out there.. I'll become more scared, and more afraid of losing what I once experienced.. as little as it was... until I become impaired to experiencing anything like that again. And become a person like everybody else... knowing I was already one anyway.
I read this which is basically about people who are getting depressed after watching Avatar (the film).d
Now I got to look at this from two sides.
On one hand... their fudgeing stupid. You're not only wishing for something that cannot or at least will not exist on our planet.. but none if it is real... as real as it may have seen through your 3D glasses in the cinema.
Look, the film was fantastic. I saw it in the cinema myself (in 2D, though) and it presents something rather spectacular. A whole other world was thought up and created for this film (and apparently two more) and its fantastic.
Cameron waited for the tech to nail it and he did just that... he's managed to make something that will amaze some and so it seems make people have second thoughts about our own reality.. the grey, dull, repetitive reality that wee have to exist in on a day to day basis.
Theres no denying that, folks.. its just how it is and I'm getting used to it myself.
Call me stupid or pathetic but surely you had a second thought as to wondering what the world would be like if you could just exist in it yourself? I did. Many times.
I was sick and tired of this world and it was my family and just the taste of other fake realities that kept me going. Since then I did a course with Open University of which I did decently, carried on with anime, moved to Egypt and now I'm back in Spain, got my first job which later changed from being a Telemarketer to some IT Guy... now my job involves the same technology that brought me to my moments of happiness when I was watching those stories unfold on my PSP in the middle of day with the curtains shut and the door closed.
Slowly but surely I feel like I'm becoming normal.
Just someone else.
Yeah, I don't want to be nobody but that's anybodies fate anyway.
So what I'm accepting is that... well... life isn't all that special. After all. You could experience the greatest moment of your life in your 20s and you'll eventually find yourself withering to death.
You might have had children... and eventually their have children of their own... doing your best to try and make a better place for them to grow up in. Really? Slowly humankind is just registrating this fact of hopelessness as wee realize our world had been given up on a long time ago. Wee are only just realizing it.
Maybe someday I'll read this with a home, wife and children of my own.
And you know what? I don't want to think what would happen.
Even what's coming now. Just on a day to day basis. Slowly, but surely, as I adjust to the mundayne facts of our reality.. destroying all thoughts of the extraordinary.. of even the hope that theres a feeling of true meaning out there.. I'll become more scared, and more afraid of losing what I once experienced.. as little as it was... until I become impaired to experiencing anything like that again. And become a person like everybody else... knowing I was already one anyway.
