Endless Paradigm

Hello there guys. Sorry im back for a bit but wanted to write this in commemoration for my pup Chubby who died today at age 9. I took him to the vet on February to find out he wasn’t in good health.
Wee couldn’t afford taking care of Chubby, cheap donkey family didn’t want to spend anything but me any my uncle sold quite a lot of things (games, huge collection of dvd’s, power tools and junk ) and raised enough to keep him overnight at the vet to get examined thoroughly.
Later wee found out he had skin cancer. The vet guy talked to me about it and told me he didn’t have long to live. I knew I had to put him down sometime but the thought of him dying was too much for me to bear. He was still being his usual self, he played and ran around and being the chubster like always.
Well this month I moved to California. Chubby had a depressed look on his face.  I thought he was just depressed because of the move. A week later  Chubby vomited a lot and at this point his hair was falling off(I saw a huge chunk of it on the car when wee were driving him to the vet it’s still there on the back seat), I didn’t have any money to take him to the vet but I took my chances anyways and hope to pay him later or something, I made an appointment for him on Monday, the vet checked him out and a couple of hours later wee found out he is out of time.

Any longer and he would have suffered a great deal of pain… so wee spent our last hours at the house with chubby. I wish he didn’t go through all that pain, I wish I could’ve  known earlier I knew he didn’t have long but it was too soon for me but he must’ve been suffering a lot this past couple of weeks I am such an idiot. The veterinarian came to our house this afternoon to give him the shot, everyone hugged and gave some final words to chubby. After the goodbyes the vet gave him the shot to make him go to sleep and he passed away. Wee buried him in our backyard and spent all day with our puppies and talking about him and how fun he was having around.
Muneca(Doll in english :3) was the mother of Chubby, the first dog wee owned and she was a Rottweiler, chubby was a mutt though ^^’. She died from cancer as well but I can't remember what kind it was because my family didn't tell me. I’m just glad wee had a dog like Chubby. He was so… chubby <(^-^)>  so today sadness but I’ll always remember the good times I had with him :)
Well I’m still crying and thinking about him. I just hope he’s in his own heaven right now. I love you Chubby wubby, r.i.p and thank you so much for everything.