Endless Paradigm

do you sometime feel like you can't do anything right? from every single little things.

like me today, woke up, played games for a bit till 1200, decided to make some instant noodle for lunch, but it tasted like poo poo. then a while after, i decided to have some cookies, but the cookie i picked out turned out to be expired 3 days ago ( i ate it anyway). after that, i needa refill the eggs in the fridge, found 2 of em cracked. i decided to boil 3 and eat em with mayonnaise, but my internal clock (normally it's accurate) told me to take the egg out 4-5 minutes early. so it turned out to be poo poo as well.

before i start typing this, i tried to get some tekken practice for T6, but failed miserably with that as well. sigh...

glad the mandarins I'm eating is not rotten nor have worms in it.
the only thing I'm successful with today is Ninja gaiden sigma 2.

-.-
I'm not feeling down or anything, it's just a normal saturday, sober and energetic.

That can hapeen to anybody every once in a while.

Nothing's going your way and nothing you can do about it.

It balances days when you feel very lucky and nothing wrong is going your way in everything you do.

its normal for me . failing all day . compared to what has happend to you . mine are a bit worse :p

life goes on still

* boogschd gives heartless a freshly baked cookie

yay cookies!
nah I'm not moaning nor complaining about how i fail, but do you think it's weird that once you fail at something, you tend to fail at the next thing you tries as well? and then, like i did, you blame the thing you failed before that. :p

maybe after the first failure, the mindset is at a negative degree which makes us think more of the succeeding negative situations rather than the positive ones. I mean maybe what happens is that there are some little things that go right but wee don't see it like wee see the negative ones.

In your case for example, the positive side is even though you ate all those poo poo you said, you did not have loose bowel movement. lol

just don't think about it. chocolate happens.

Tekken practice yeah, when that starts and doesn't end well after a good amount of fights its easy to take it to hard your losing your ability...

Playing other games or getting some rest helped for me.

Usually its cause thine mind is distracted - is there anything on your mind that would be disrupting your concentration level?