:O Hope everything goes okay :)
Today wee had to put our puppy to sleep because he had a tumor in his leg.

I had to hold my doggy when wee put it to sleep. That was the saddest thing I've ever had to do in my life. All this stuff happening at once for you... I can't even imagine. Please just stay in there. Things can only get better. All of us at EP will be here for you if you need to talk or just an e-hug.
* Hellgiver gives joomla a hug...
*23 minutes later
* Hellgiver 's gf walks in to see Hellgiver spooning with joomla