Endless Paradigm

God, my life has been hectic. I haven't been on here too much in the last week or so, due to how crazy my life has been.

First
I finally finished registration for college, and I'm almost done picking all my classes. I'm taking the crappiest of the crappy general classes, to get them out of the way so I can have fun with my Graphic Design/Illustration double major. I'm taking classes in the morning, and then I work 2PM to 6PM, so I'll still be making a good amount of money and have free time.

Second
Thursday may have been one of the worst days of my life. I woke up late, first of all. I'm supposed to get up at about 8 so I can shower, dress, and pack food for my 10AM to 6PM shift. I usually leave at about 9:15 so I have some buffer time for any traffic on my 20-25 minute drive to work, and so I'm guaranteed not late. Now, on Thursday, I woke up at 8:50, I slept through my alarm somehow. When I get to work, somehow managing to not be late, I check my online bank account as I do daily, and find out that a whole load of batched charges from gas and my computer payment has left me with $11, meaning I didn't have any money to get food with (I keep a bit of money as a buffer, not for spending). So by 2PM I'm feeling like passing out, as I had an early dinner the day before. I drank a Coke to keep myself awake, but that just made me feel jittery.

Then, while this is happening, I get some REALLY shocking news from a good friend of mine, and find out that she's leaving the state. At this point, I almost feel like imploding.

Then, instead of my mom having dinner waiting when I get home like usual, she says wee're going out to some restaurant with our neighbors. So at this restaurant, wee wait 35 minutes for our food, while this hideous-sounding guitar player is playing a very out of tune guitar in the next room of the restaurant. So by now, I have a headache, nausea, and the shakes, and my mind is a million places at once from this news my friend gave me. The hell didn't end until I got home and went to bed, and even then I didn't sleep very well.

So there's my emo whiny rant for the week.

How are you guys?

Well, just survived through my first week of independence without any major problems, somehow the 1000 bucks i won disappeared of all the expenses... i still don't have internet, I'll have to wait around another month for them to install it...

at least things are great with my girl :) , even though im gonna get charged like 15 bucks in txt messages since i don't have internet -_-

professors are great in uni, There are Computer Labs exclusive for Computer engineering students which are made of WIN, i mean, a room with around 50 C2Quad and 2GB Ram computers with 20" screens and a steady 1MB download speed (before using flashget) is surely winnage. And the cafeteria is great and cheap (you can eat a whole 5 day week with 15 bucks, tested by myself, and enough for you to get full)

life is being good for me at least, i got tired of it being a bitch...

I officially like and hate encoding videos (don't ask)

And something big might be brewing

Hmm...
You could always tie her to a telephone pole or something, but I hear that is illegal in most countries.

Slushba132 Wrote:Hmm...
You could always tie her to a telephone pole or something, but I hear that is illegal in most countries.

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I can't think of anything funny to say.

sorry about your situation Metalgear08
If I had my own place you could come over and eat my food, but I don't so you can't and therefore you won't.
Or at least you won't be able to.
sorry

Slushba132 Wrote:...
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I can't think of anything funny to say.

sorry about your situation Metalgear08
If I had my own place you could come over and eat my food, but I don't so you can't and therefore you won't.
Or at least you won't be able to.
sorry

Well, you DO live like 20 minutes away from me.....

you're freaking out way too much, trust me I've lived on much less with worser circumstances, and drama is everywhere, its a part of human life, and if you can't fix something don't complain or go out of your way to try to do so, things will work themselves out, there's always a way to manage yourself and your situations and resolve problems, and i don't see anything wrong with a friend leaving the state, its not like you can't keep in touch, and even if you don't loss is a big part of human life, you loose all sorts of spoon from when you're life, and there's no point in crying about it,if you can' change it you just can't and that's that

beaner2k6 Wrote:you're freaking out way too much, trust me I've lived on much less with worser circumstances, and drama is everywhere, its a part of human life, and if you can't fix something don't complain or go out of your way to try to do so, things will work themselves out, there's always a way to manage yourself and your situations and resolve problems, and i don't see anything wrong with a friend leaving the state, its not like you can't keep in touch, and even if you don't loss is a big part of human life, you loose all sorts of spoon from when you're life, and there's no point in crying about it,if you can' change it you just can't and that's that

Yeah, I get what you're saying. I was freaking out that day, but I'm not now. I'm just a bit stressed is all.

And it's not the fact that she's leaving the state that made it worse, it's WHY she's leaving. I can't say why, for her sake, but it was just really shocking.

And I'm not crying about it. Never was.

I'm fine thank you for asking.